Lost

I'm lost without direction. i don't know weather to continue with the path I've started on or create a new one. The one I know has it's downsides, but it's safe and comfortable. The new one is scary and exciting because I don't know where it will lead. What if it doesn't work out? What if it was a mistake to try something new? Right now all I am is full of what ifs and I'm stuck. I hate it since I'm the kind of person who follows a path to get somewhere. As much as I like wandering I enjoy having a goal to work towards.

So for now I'm keeping busy doing nothing really and wondering what I should do. Been doing it for a year think it's time to make a decision and just go with it. If it doesn't work out at least I tried and must remember I can change course, but I know that in the back of my mind I'll hear the tick tock of time I might be wasting doing something else. Guess this is where the saying the grass is always greener comes in.